Its not an easy journey but it is recommended to fulfill who I am, many things have blocked my path, hurdles of everyday life but I always find ways to get around them. I am getting older now, I feel it everyday but that will not stop who I am or what I desire to be. I am a strong woman in this crazy form, both male and female.
Often I sit and wonder if the world will accept me, I mean like I am now and they do, but to change this image as they see now, what will they do? Will I be an outcast? Will I be laughed at made fun of, it doesn't really matter I have been teased before. I am stronger now, so much stronger.
So as the year starts, my mission also continues, back on hormones and saving for my SRS, SRS will not make me a woman, it is a goal that I set. The woman is me, who I am and have been all these years. Besides a bathing suit will look better on me lol.
Will start therapy again too, I love talking to someone to help me be me, without the second person I am just talking to myself and besides I do need a second recommendation :)
So onward, the path is long and it will never end, there is lots to see and experience along it but that is why its there, its my path and I will follow it.
See I am smiling again.....Ear2Ear
Sunday, January 2, 2011
New Year and the journey continues
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I'm so glad that you can get back on track now, Sis. You have endured a very long trial, stuck to it, even moved halfway across the country. You did what you had to do, and I never heard any complaining from you. Quite the contrary. Now I hope you can be rewarded for your patience. I'm very proud of you, you know that?
xoxo
Your post reminded me of the "It Gets Better" project on YouTube. Except I have a different outlook on the matter, which you stated quite beautifully here. It's not that life gets better, it's really that we get better, we get stronger.
We have the ability to do what is right for ourselves. I'm so glad you're choosing to follow your heart on the matter. You've been through some very rough times of late, I've been reading all along if not commenting, and I feel things will be looking up for you very soon.
Just hang in there, and continue to find your strength and bring it out for the world to see. Most importantly, keep smiling... ear2ear :)
Love,
E.
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