Shauna's thoughts

I often wonder what my life would have been like had I transitioned at a younger age, it isn't all fun and games. I missed becoming the woman of my younger years, which I believe would have made a big difference in my life now. It is sad to think that here I am as a partial woman, in men's shorts and a T-shirt writing this.
My successors and role models started in their younger years, being poor didn't stop them, of course their roads weren't paved neither.
Nothing is for free, especially our hearts on who were are to be, funding for such happiness will cost a small fortune.
Oh yes I have a list on what needs to be completed to be Shauna, I have lived a hard life which I scared myself profoundly. Back surgery, gall bladder, legs are marred so terribly hoping medically they can be fixed. I do wish to be beautiful, not just my mind, my face but overall appearance is where I wish to be. Superficial I suppose, but look at women and show me a bad looking woman, maybe not appearance but look at her body, her legs a woman whether she is unattractive may have beautiful legs.

I know I pass as a woman I have proved it many many times, look at my face, look into my eyes and see the woman dancing as she has for 46 years.