Welcome 2008, Do you really know me?

I found this to be a way for me to escape from everyone’s prying eyes, so I said what better way to explain who I really am . I often sit idle and think about where I have been and what my future holds, I am so confused with this gender issue that it leaves me in a state of awe.
I can see myself as a woman, I mean I look into a mirror and there I am so beautiful (without makeup as so many do everyday but I don’t).
In my eyes that is the key word I am beautiful, the only person I have to impressive is myself and though I will not step in the world yet because I am still an embryo learning what is right and oh so wrong with society and the gender race.

I guess I am lucky to be a man with this fantastic lady inside because I am the best of both worlds, having said this because I can think clearer than worrying about the little things that clutter so many men’s minds. Sadly though I have this female emotion that sometimes exposes itself in the wrong place such as family gatherings where I will sit and weep about the silliest things and when confronted I happen to have something in my eye.
I am looking toward 2008 with open arms, I will embrace whatever comes my way and then sort out the pieces but for now, I will sit back and reap the rewards I have gotten so far.