Transition was going to make me happy but as it is my transition has been put on hold again the fourth time. Is this gods way of telling me something or am I reading into this too much?
I am one of the less fortunate people in the US that hasn't found any work, I have applied everywhere and have had people come back saying I am over qualified or my qualifications don't meet up with what they are searching for. I haven't been able to pay my mortgage since January so now I am in a battle with Citi mortgage over a foreclosure, I want to keep my house but I am not working so they want it but where do I live then if I am not working? I guess I can sleep in my pickup but it isn't like the old days where I could sleep in my car and no one would know it. The options are slim, I keep hoping and praying that someone gives me work, anything just so I pay my bills.
So that is where I am today, not so happy anymore and depression sure takes alot out of a person who is struggling with life. Someday I will be whole but not today and surely not until I am working again.
So to everyone who reads this, I will be back one day with wonderful news of how I began my life over again. Until then I may post one last time and it will be awhile before I post again but I will be back.
Love all of you and keep smiling because that is my sunshine when I have gray days like today.
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You hang in there, love.
You're in my prayers, and I hope the sun comes through again for you.
Love
chrissie
xxxx
I'm so so sorry, sweetie!
I am sending all the good luck vibes to you today that I can muster.
Can you take a few part time gigs just to get some money in?
Hang in there Shauna - I'll keep you in my thoughts.
You are always in my thoughts...
It's not a hint, anymore than God was trying to tell all those people 70 years ago something when the market crashed and unemployment was twice what it is now while the topsoil of the entire Midwest decided to "take a ride" to greener pastures!
A case of poor timing, perhaps, because on top of all you are dealing with we have no health care system to help, either...I had thought soon, but once again it looks like we'll be shot in the foot before things change.
If you have to cut the 'net connection, here at least our public libraries still allow free access. They are also a good place to cool off/warm up.
I hope somehow you can find a way to get through all this without resorting to sleeping in your truck...
alan
The deities aren't trying to tell you anything except maybe that a few greedy idiots have caused millions (and really billions) of people massive problems. I hope you can find some kind of work, in your field, not in your field, anything. I know it must be difficult to have to put your transition on hold, adding to the stress. But I also know you are strong, very strong. Look at what you've come through already! You can get through this -- hopefully still in possession of your house.
Love you, sis.
These bad times will pass, Shauna. Things will be better. Hang on and don't give up.
Love to you.
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