How strange to feel like my old self, even wearing a bra which I haven't done in quite some time. Listening and reading blogs about others and I realized that even though I am not working I am in a better place compared to others. Depression caused me to hide from the world, why does this sickness do this?
But I have overcame that, so what I will get back to work one way or another but being depressed isn't a reason to shut the door of life on others.
Today is a rainy Wednesday, gloomy to some but not for me I love when it rains, the sound of rain drops hitting the leaves is awesome and the air is cleaner I believe than when the sun is baking it. Temperature is cooler too which makes the environment more pleasant though I really do not like cold and too much heat is bad as well. Its not like I can run around with my shirt off, like my brothers, though I probably can but that is TME ( Too Much Exposure). Having Intersex is great in a way but burdens me in other ways too.
On Friday of this week I will have my first interview in over a year, omg that is such a long time being without a job but I will not be taking anytime off when I am working and hopefully I get the job. Now I can get back to paying my bills and saving for my srs.
So here I am typing this out to let you all know I am alive and I will start back into my blogs as soon as possible.
Love you all for following me and reading my sob stories, I prefer not to whine but I will cry once in a while.
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When depression grabs you, you're no longer in control. You might want to shake it off, go out in the world, whatever, but it just doesn't happen. That's why usually you have to do one minimal thing, and that's seek help. I am so glad that you have found your way out of that pit! I've never been there, only at the edges, but I have some idea of how horrible it must be.
Congrats on the job interview! I am sending out good thoughts. So far, three unemployed friends have found jobs, so I'm thinking maybe the Goddess is listening after all. I'm sure she can handle one more. You have never left my prayers, sis.
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