I am back again "Smiles"

So now I am back to work and saving for a apartment of my own or share with someone other than my brother. I am looking into sharing for the sake that rent is so high here, a studio apartment goes for $1200 a month but if you share it could be $900. I am looking into pride roommates since I do want to be with someone who isn't against transgenders.
I am also looking into another new laptop, this one is 6 years old and can not keep up with my activities, the video is old as well as the technology. With my 17% off with Dell, I will get a sweet unit for little money.

So what have I done since moving to Virginia? Well other than getting a job, nothing really. I am looking into going back to therapy and getting back on my hormones, I sure miss them more than anything. There is so much I need to do but am limited to funds, saving will be helpful. No clothes or shoes for awhile, I now have medical insurance so I will see a doctor soon, I have trigger thumbs caused by too much use of the keyboard.

I sure miss my friends in Illinois, not that I seen them everyday its just well home was there and now its here.

I need to find my friends here, the ladies I know online and hang out with them. Give me something to do and I will feel more at home when I bond with them.
Thanksgiving is done and over, now for Christmas and hopefully a wonderful new year is ahead.

I wonder with a Dell do I get a ford too, naaa stick to my Toyota lol.

To the special people

You never know how special someone is until they leave, I have many many friends all of which I often check on to see how they are doing just to be sure they are happy. Riftgrl was a great friend, she inspired more than I had expected. Met Lori through Riftgrl and was going to do an interview but we never connected so we just read and commented on each others blogs. I miss her today, Riftgrl (Leah) was truly a great friend. Now Lori is leaving and again I am faced with the tears of watching her leave. There is nothing I can do but just give my love, smile and wave good bye.

Someday I will hook up with each of the people that have left my circle just to see how they made it out there. It was a pleasure to watch them progress into the women and men they have become.

I try to support everyone I really do and it gives me such a wonderful warmth in doing so. My friends say I have a huge heart and at times I can agree but when I see friends leave I often ask myself what could I have done to keep them here. Which I know in my heart isn't possible.

So as Lori packs up and walks out of the picture, I can give her a virtual hug and wish her the very best. I could say our circle is getting smaller but that isn't true, with each new morning a new transgender pops into the picture.

With my hand out waiting, ready to show them the way and offer my support.