Children & Gender Dysphoria

Growing up was difficult after finding I was much more different than my brothers, but I managed and by the age of 16 I wanted nothing more than to quit living. Committing suicide was a call for help and yet no one listened instead I was sent to see a therapist whom only talked to me about not killing myself. So I complied with her and went with the program just so I could get on with my life.

At the age of twelve I had begun wearing girls underthings, puberty of the male never came, I would begin growing breasts and having a menstrual cycle like any girl my age though not having a vagina the blood would seep out in my stools. I totally freaked when I started getting a period because i thought I was ill and off to the doctor we would go. After finding out what was happening I was better with it, but wasn't happy.

If I had a choice like children today, I would have asked to be put on the estrogen boosters earlier so at least I could have blended easier growing up. I would have rather worn skirts and dresses than to wear pants and having to act like a boy just to satisfy my father. So enough of my whining, watch the videos of today's gender dysphoria and how they cope with it.

How crazy is that?

The news media is playing some thing regarding cigarettes making children into homosexuals, now really what does that have to do with smoking?

"Smoking" campaigns have always tried to get someone to light up and be addicted to nicotine as alot of you know and then you have the "No Smoking" campaigns that describe what smoking does to your body.
You have a doctor or a movie star promoting a cigarette do you think it is good for you? Does it influence you to become a doctor? I think not but then why do they make ads like this?

Through the years I have stopped, one time for 5 years only to jump back into it for who knows the reason I just did. It isn't the easiest habit to stop and I don't care to hear "if you want to stop you will" because that is BS.

Willing and addiction are two different things, I was addicted to cocaine for two years, waiting for my next line was something I did every couple days and I walked away from it one day. I stopped snorting that drug and it was really easy.

Smoking on the other hand wasn't as easy, the cravings for something that taste god awful and made your clothes, hair, skin and your home smell dirty. Also declines your health, make it harder to breathe or exercise. It played a key part of my life, coffee in the morning, after eating and driving down the road, also on the computer I would smoke and not even know I had lit up. Now you may say something like change your habits, HOW? I had to eat & drive.

Smoking doesn't make you a fag, homo, gay or anything in that description, it shows that you are addicted to nicotine and need help in getting it out of your system.

After reviewing that ad I was pissed because people in general are so inclined to blame sex on anything in order to influence a child into thinking differently about people themselves. Make haters out of children so they don't smoke.

Well the next time you light up a cigarette and your puffing away, the child next to you will think that you are gay because you smoke.

Is that why I am a lesbian?

The turkey hunt

I was on Being Amy which she had a video that made me laugh like I used to back before being unemployed so I watched it and of course it was funny, but I followed the link to youtube which the guys made a skit called the turkey hunt. That in itself made me laugh so hard I had tears. So without spoiling the plot of it I will embed it here.



Do hope you find the laughter I always seem to find even though bad time.