It is the first time in years I awoke to no pain, no blood and the feeling of a wonderful morning. Actually I thought I died, I asked myself is this what death is supposed to feel like I mean no pain total bliss. I realized I was just waking up, the morning was bright and the weather not as cold.
As I rolled out from under my duvet and ran to the bathroom I noticed no blood for a change, I cried it was so real knowing I am alive and healthy. Could it be, could I be on the path of being myself again. I really don't know for sure but I will enjoy this one healthy pain free day.
You know I do have many things I want to finish before I leave, and if I am ill I will force myself to finish what was given to me.
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I'm so happy and relieved for you. You have much work to do and you deserve to do it free of pain.
That is great news, Shauna. I hope it's not long before you can take care of a few things permanently. Meanwhile, pain-free and not bleeding sounds like great combination. Hugs and more hugs!
May this be just the beginning of a life free of pain and bleeding!
alan
Soundslike a great way to wake up better than anything folgers could put out.
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