Smile Shauna is here....

After my shower, I moisturize my entire body then my face, pat dry. Moisturize my entire face with oil of olay, god this is so awesome. My hair is too short still to style, I am so looking forward to it down my back. After I cool off a bit, I start my makeup which I love seeing my beauty come out which makes me proud of myself. Dressing is quite the issue since I fuss over what I have already have picked out, but all in all I end up wearing what I had intended anyhow.
My wig is beautiful, brushed prior to wearing, I apply it to my head.

Black three and a half inch wedge heels, black low rise jeans and a beautiful purple top. Choker heart necklace and I am ready to go,
Shauna is beautiful again.

Put my eye shadow, lip stick, and foundation with my different brushes, hair brush and phone in my purse. I am heading out into the world today, such a wonderful free feeling to be myself. My neighbors miss my beautiful girl as she walks out to my truck. I have to drive to Schaumburg for the BE-All, first stop is my old work place, friends are working and I want to show myself off. I am so vain doing that but I want to be complimented on my looks and it pays off as I am beaming when I leave.
Driving down the road, I am a gorgeous woman driving a pick up truck, men gawk at me as I smile. Women ignore me, well some do others smile back.
I arrive at the hotel, I pass 100% as I walk into the lobby and see so many girls like myself, some older and some younger attending the BE-ALL. There are so many beautiful transsexuals and they look like real genuine woman. As I walk through the crowd I am saying hello to the ladies till I find all my friends where I chat a bit. Business is completed and I won't be attending the dinner tonight, next year for sure. I didn't bring a gown for the dancing, nor did I spend enough time there to take the photo for 2008 BE-ALL.
I decide it is time to go, and I walk back through the lobby which I get some nice looks from the other girls, nice shake one says, gorgeous look another states, you look all natural honey.

I am smiling from ear to ear, as I walk out to my truck once again. Walking in these wonderful shoes, I feel like a princess and look like it too. No I am not conceited, I let others judge me to see if I am passable. One of my girlfriend's (GG) calls, she wants to see me dressed which I meet her and the look on her face is priceless. She is starring and I ask "what's wrong"? Am I not passable which she flatly states, OMG you are so gorgeous and you pass 100%. She almost made me cry with joy, I feel so wonderful and thank her for saying that. We hug and she is heading home as I to must head back home.

This is why I am transitioning, I deserve to be the woman inside me because I am more happier with myself as a woman.

What a wonderful evening this turned out to be.